Yet, Another year has passed... I never know how I am going to be on this day
as it is never an easy day.. Adoption was not easy either.. The Ups the Downs...
The whole adoption process from the start, You get your paperwork... and wait months and months waiting..
Then we got an referral of this Beautiful Little Girl...that will be OURS and WE completely Fall in Love with them..Then the that first Video and photos come.. and you keep getting new photos and videos and you fall MORE and More in Love with them and see them growing..(without You) you get through the adoption process and then I got a chance to go and meet her with my friend Amy.. and I fell MORE in Love...and my love for her will Never change!
I got an Call 3 years ago today, that Our Sweet Silvia passed away. I remember the phone call..clear as day..I was on my way to take Alexa to a Girl Scout function, standing next to my bed when I say Tamera was calling.. I thought.. Oh Maybe we were out of PGN? Tamera asked me twice if Scott was Home?! I said No, Not for a little while..
( I was thinking she may of had some great news on our case) She told me to sit down.. I didn't...as my heart started to race...
She told me that Silvia had passed away today. I dropped to the floor.. I thought, HOW can this BE?! I was just there and left her only 15 days ago.. She talked, and we cried and cried, and it seemed like such a bad dream....
3 years have passed, and there has not been a day that goes by that I do not think of Silvia. She will forever be in my heart and soul. She left a HUGE part of her with me. I fell in love with her and she fell in Love with ME in that short week in Guatemala, and I Will cherish those memories of the great time we had forever.
Silvia was brought to us for a special reason and Silvia left our lives way to soon, and We will Meet again my Little Angel!
We Love you Silvia.
If you want to go to my old website, you can see photos of Silvia.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kerikrumm
You are our Angel in Heaven!!! Love, Mommy, Daddy, Alexa and Andrea
WE will be sending You a Balloon to heaven today.. XXXOO
To Anonymous
1 day ago
6 comments:
Keri
I remember that day..... it was so sad and I did not want to call you. But Keri, I am so thankful that Silvia did get the chance to meet you and know how much you loved her and knew who her mommy was...... I am so thankful it was you. I am so thankful that you keep her memory alive.
Love
Tamara
I remember pulling up AFJ website and seeing Silvia's picture with the note that she had passed. It just haunted me. I didn't know you guys then but Sophia's picture was listed in the row below Silvia's on the page where they placed the babies who found a home. Everytime I would look at that page and see my sweet Sophia I would see your sweet Silvia and I would stop and say a prayer for you guys.
I am praying for you again today.
Keri,
My heart hurts for you! She was so blessed to feel your love and you hers. Praying for you!
I too remember seeing about that sweet little angle on the Guatemala adoption yahoo groups. Praying for her.
So sorry that you had to go through that but even though we dont know the reason now, one day you will. Prayers to you and your family
Oh Keri, I am so sorry. I can't even begin to imagine how hard that phone call had to have been. She truly is a princess of God and what an awesome mommy she had in you, even though it was for a short time. Sending many hugs and prayers.
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